Me?

The Mission is the effort of living creatively till death do us Art.

Sup. My name is Andrei. I’m a film major who doodles, rants and wastes his free time. I smoke, have a plethora of bad habits that will probably end me before I’m 30.  keep an open eye for anything creative and strive to convey things I believe as meaningful while studying to improve the form which I deliver them. I love reading, watching all kinds of films, meeting all kinds of people, living as eclectically and intensely as I can.

I wrote video game reviews and columns for Level throughout high school. Computergames.ro gave me the next job, while I slacked about for a year or two.

My friend Egil and I worked on a graphic novel we didn’t wrap up and publish to this day, and truth be told, my prime flaw is getting into things and not finishing them properly or at all. But I’m working on that.

I wrongfully come across as a nihilist. That’s either a flaw in my image or a flaw in many perceptions. People often ask me what it is exactly I believe in, if I think there’s no afterlife, no God, no rules and no good and evil in the world. I believe I have one life, one experience and nothing is certain. I believe I shouldn’t anchor my mind in the complexity of my environment, I am grateful for this strange, long trip. I believe I should leave space for anyone else’s mindset, and that they in turn have to be laid back enough not to force me (or anyone else for that matter to convert to their perspective.

I believe in love, art, the improbability and miracle of crossing paths with interesting people and I believe that I shouldn’t let my own frustrations ruin someone else’s day. I believe in respect, kindness, courage and I believe that freedom is sacred – that nobody can tell you you’re a nobody. I believe in friends and I believe they should have the courage to point out that you’re being an asshole sometimes, and that you have to share everything, the good and the bad, with them. I believe that reality and radical enlightenment are bullshit and nothing holds any meaning outside of our heads. I believe belief is a waste. In other words, I’m an absurdist objectivist and a freethinking antistatist.

And while I realise all of the things above are artificial constructs, they help me be true to myself and feel good.

I try not to compare myself to other people and keep my chin up. There’s a lot of shit I can get pissed about, and not without reason. But why carry deadweight around?

I’m not a narcissist. If I make anything worthwhile of your time, focus on that. Being the author of any expression doesn’t tie you to it, and lastly, I believe one should strive to be a man of value, not success.

If you need to tell me anything, you can contact me through any of these means:

Skype: zuluful

Yahoo!Messenger and E-Mail: zulufcg@yahoo.com

DeviantArt: zulufisfail.deviantart.com

SoundCloud: Neon Machina

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